Hug

Come close....I need you..... hold my hand & may you please hug me?.... I feel so lone.....so not loved....so ugly....so myself

Angel de los cielos oscuros.... desiende lentamente & observa a aquel que desde las alturas la ha atrapado........... observa desde la esquina.... observa a esa criatura extraña que ha decidido proteger...

I'll stay with you..... I shall be with you forever...never forget those words my beloved..

Odio

Odio como ries, odio como caminas, odio tu estúpida mirada, odio tu olor, odio tu forma de hablar, odio cuando comes, odio cuando cantas, odio tu forma de dormir, odio tus dientes, odio tu cara, pero lo que más odio ..... es que no puedo odiarte ni siquiera un poco.... ....& por eso he decidido una cosa... matarte o matarme.. tu decides...... .....más simple... he llegado a la conclusión de matarte..... perdóname mi amada... asi que comienza a correr ya que al terminar de contar hasta 60 te buscaré & mataré... Si fayo tienes oportunidad de hacerme lo mismo... suerte.. 1....5.................20..............45................57..........&.....60...

Discarded Love

Bleak midwinter
And snow lies all around
My heart is cold and empty
And I long to walk on the hot sand
With the sun burning my body
And my love close at hand
Will you ever return?
Or will I always live in bleak midwinter
Send me word of where you are
Have you found a new love?
Have you moved on to someone new?
I am still in a frozen state
Stuck rigid where you left me
Unable to move on
One kiss would thaw my bones
One moment of bliss would unfreeze my toes
I would follow you to the ends of the earth
But my feet are frozen to the ground
And all around there is no sound
In this frozen wilderness
I will live forever
Suspended in time
A monument to discarded love

Erklären Sie mir.....

Tell me I'm beautiful......Tell me I'm sweet...... Tell me you love me........ Tell me all with a kiss

Palabras de un virus.....

Para mi sos mi utopia o como quien dice un paraiso inexsistente del cual deseo ser parte...formar un cielo en tus labios..crear una ilusion que no me deje despertar, junto a ti estar y mil caricias querer dar...todo resumido en un silencio total, que aunque las diferencias esten de por medio no me estorben, solo descansar como en mi paraiso......en mi utopia

A una princesa...

Meine prinzessin, dass sie nie diesen traum mit ihnen vergessen.... (MI PRINCESA QUE NUNCA SE TE OLVIDE QUE SUEÑO CONTIGO....)

Moonspell - Luna

bueno..realmente me encantó esta canción..... solo la comparto....danke...

A Ella...

.. le gusta mojar sus pies & sus manos al caer la lluvia, mas no le gusta mojarse por completo sin una sudadera...le gusta llorar cuando no hay luz.... le gusta ver peliculas que ya casi desaparecen para la memoria humana, pero no le gusta que le acompañen...le gusta tener curiosidad.... le gusta humectar sus labios con las gotas de agua que han quedado en la yema de sus dedos.. le gusta observar a los demás mientras camina por la calle.... detesta que a alguien le atraiga otra persona & este no lo de a conocer a dicha persona, pero ella odia tener que hablarle ( le causa alguen tipo de terror)....detesta que la utilizen a convenencia....admira a los escritores...admira los misterios,, realmente le causan curiosidad.... le encanta tener el cabello rebelde & en el rostro....le encanta imaginar que trae puesto un vestido, aunque casi no puede ponerse....le encanta creer que alguien piensa en ella aunque eso no sea cierto.... le encanta caminar por horas durante la noche, pero detesta que la gente la vea como si fuera un insecto...le fascina tener su bolso siempre al lado .....& le encantaria que alguien se le acercara & lentamente darle un beso en la mejilla sin razón alguna.........................

Gothic Story

disfrutenlo....

Creature Of Light

I am the breath on your skin
I am the velvet around your body
I am the kiss on your neck
I am the shine on your eyelashes

I am the fullness of your hair
I am the corner of your eyes
I am the print of your fingers
I am the blood in your veins

And day in - day out I flow through your heart
No matter how fast you run
And how far you get
You carry me with you!

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I am a part of you!
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I am a part of you!

I am the unlived dream
I am the longing that is chasing you
I am the pain between your legs
I am the scream in your head
I am the silence - the fear of your soul
I am the lie - the loss of your dignity
I am the faint - the anger of your heart
I am the void - that you one day will become
No matter how fast you run
And how far you get
You carry me with you!

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I am a part of you!
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I am a part of you!

Creature of light, in your shadows I am turning

Meant for others

Joy, it's just meant for others,
there's no joy in life, only sadness,
world full of depression and pain...
Love, it's just meant for others,
there's no love in life, only sorrow,
world full of darkness and tears...
Hope, it's just meant for others,
there's no hope in life, only pain,
world full of sorrow and despair...
Smile, it's just meant for others,
there's no smile for me, only anger,
world full of sadness and hatred...
World, it's just meant for others,
there's no world for me, only isolation,
place full of fear and frustration...
Reason, it's just meant for others,
there's no reason for me, only oblivion,
death that brings redemption and relief...
Life, it's just meant for others,
there's no life for me, only death,
just to die, fade away, like I would never been...

Love me

Love me,
my razor blade.
Peel my skin,
make me scream.
Sink so deep,
make me weep.
Cut my flesh,
make me bleed.
Take my life,
set me free.

suicide club edit

...no o termine de ver...espero que sea bueno....... muy interesante & extraño..

The Devil Loves You

Do you understand what I'm trying to say? Have you ever felt? Ever felt this way? Tainted with rage you can't drain away or it will cost you your life. I couldn't care more. Do you ever absorb what shouldn't be touched? Have you ever cared? Ever cared this much? Do you think it is I who is out of touch, or are you too scared to think at all? I couldn't care more. As your friends fall does it tear your heart? Do tears fill your eyes as your world falls apart?Do you notice at all,or are you sailing sublime? Am I completely alone?

"Death Of Season"

Of late, it's harder just to go outside To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay All of this hatred is fucking real, turn it on... yeah I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry It won't be all right despite what they say Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is fucking real And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate

I'm so stupid....

Lo que diré a continuación es un sentimiento que prefiero desahogar aqui & escrito...ya que sé que casi nadie entra a este blog de conocidos..... I'm happy, I feel I have friends I see a good friend but it looks like I´m a stranger... I feel stupid.... that friend doesn´t even notice I cry doesnt notice his friend I thought I had a friend.. but I guess I don't. I thought he noticed.. but now I don't.. I wish to die but I think a while... Is that the only way that he will notice? he or she... it doesn't matter.... I supposed I had a friend... & the person I never talked to came . That person looked worried.. that person did notice... then ONE "friend " noticed.. but that was all... I'm so stupid.. I thought they were my friends... I should have listened.. but I just ignored.. now I have it.. something hit me... now I know I have no friends at all.....

FUCK....me

Carajo!!!
por que??!!...por que existen los examenes?..no es suficiente con que hagamos el esfuerzo de escucharlos & anotar como esclavos todo lo que dicen & anotan en el pintarrón??...luego distraernos un poco con garabatos tontos??.....

Mañana Examen!! & peor aun...de FISICA!!!..... esa materia complicada & tonta...... parcial en lugar de semestral....Sí claro!!!.....lo que no saben o no se quieren dar cuenta es de que trata de todo lo que vimos en el semestre!!...en conclusion es como un semestral pequeño!!!

Mi cabeza estallará!!...... que complicado.......Bueno al parecer no cambiaran.... solo espero que mi cabeza no olvide lo estudiado......

El amor

¿Y el amor?Puede llevarte al cielo, pero también puede sumergirte en la más densa oscuridad;puede provocar el más dulce sueño y la más horrible pesadilla;puede calentarte con un beso y congelarte con un "Adiós!"Es lo más hermoso y lo más horrible.Amor...¿quién te conoce?Eres el desierto más arido y la selva más viva.Amor... amor.¿Por qué duele tanto amar?¿Por qué me importa tanto lo que ella hace?¿Por qué me afecta tanto lo que ella dice?Estoy enamorado pero más parece que estuvuiera enfermo.Lagrimas, materialización del amor!Sueños, ¿por qué huyen?Tranquilidad, ¿por qué no te apoderas de mí?Felicidad, ¿Por qué no vienes?Amor, eres espiritu y no carne y huesos, eres invisible a los ojos; hay gente que no entiende eso...Lágrimas, mudo lenguaje de amor.Una lágrima vale más que mil palabras.Lágrimas, materializacion del amor.Amor eres todo y nada...Amor...¿quién te conoce?

Don´t leave me...

Please don´t leave me......I fell....as if I were dying..please hug me.....but please, I beg you don´t leave me...

confusion...

I feel something for you.... but there's something in me.... I don't know what to do.. there's something that says NO to you... I have my friends.. I have you.. but there's something.. something that is so confusing... So I give you this note... with my heart all bloody.. & has a message for you & says... I'M SO SORRY....

Love Song For A Vampire

Come into these arms again
And lay your body down
The rhythm of this trembling heart
Is beating like a drum
It beats for you
It bleeds for you
It knows not how sounds
For it is the drum of drums
It is the song of songs

Once I had the rarest rose
That ever came to bloom
Cruel world chilled the bud
And stole my flower too soon
Oh ominence, oh hopelessness
To search the ends of time
For there is in all the world
No greater love than mine

Still falls the rain
Still falls the rain
Be mine forever

Let me be the only one
To keep you from the cold
Now the floor of Heaven's weighed
With stars of brightest gold
They shine for you
They shine for you
They burn for all to see
Come into these arms again
And set this spirit free



*_Annie Lennox_From: Bram Stoker's Dracula - the Motion Picture soundtrack*

No Mistery

You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You look at my smile;
You search for something that isn't there.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You listen to my voice, and call me an angel.
This angel is flesh and blood,Not a doll to be put on show.
You see - I'm not a mystery.
I am me.

I am flesh and blood.
Touch me; I wont break.
There's no mystery here.
Caress me; feel the warmth.
I'm not a mystery; I am Woman.

Here I am - desires abound;
Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress
Like a flower; make me bloom.
Don't stop; not even to rest!
No mystery here; Just a Woman.
I feel the weight of your body against mine;
Your heaving breath upon my skin.
The most gentle touch on my thigh,
The soft nibbling on my breasts -
Moving slowly in a downward motion.
Now you see,
I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman.
I am all Woman.

Miss Murder

This is what I brought you, this you can keep
This is what I brought you may forget me
I promise to depart, just promise one thing
Kiss my eyes, and lay me to sleep

This is what I brought you, this you can keep
This is what I brought you may forget me
I promise you my heart, just promise to sing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

This is what I thought of, thought you’d need me
This is what I thought, so think me naive
I promise you a heart, you promise to be
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to… sleep.

Hey Miss Murder, can I
Hey Miss Murder, can I
Make beauty stay if I
take my life?

With just a look they shook
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.
The stars that pierce the sky;
He left them all behind.
We’re left to wonder why
He left us all behind.

Dreams of his crash won’t pass
Or how they all adored him.
Beauty will last when spiraled down.
The stars that mystify
He left them all behind.
And how his children cry
He left us all behind.

What's the hook, the twist
within this furthest mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it.
At the cost of love your ray of light
Will fizzle out without hope.
When the empty sand just flowing through our empty skin,
Ever searching for what we were promised.
Reaching for the golden ring we'd never let go,
Who would ever let us put our filthy hands upon it?


*If you wish to see the video* Miss Murder Directors Cut
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePkKkMRuFRI&search=miss%20murder

Death Not Being The Way

I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in drops of blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed: "To those who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free. "Didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way." Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see these drops of blood and me, This isn't the way my life was meant to be.

Life is a Prison

Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying its ride? You can't.

LA PURA VERDAD ...algo que me hizo reflexionar

Para los chicos:
Si las chicas quieren tener algo con ustedes.....
Te mira y sonrie.
te llama para pedirte la tarea......PERO DEMACIADAS VECES!!!!!!.
Se arregra el cabello mientras habla contigo.
Te toca el brazo cuando habla contigo.
Ella dice: "¡NO!, no te voy a decir quien me gusta" con una enorme sonrisa en la cara".
*Te pregunta muy interesada quien te gusta o con quien te gustaria salir.
*Cuando tu vas con un monton de amigos y amigas a el cine, y ella esta el mayor del tiempo contigo.
Critica a la chica que te gusta.
Sabe el nombre de TODA tu familia (incluyendo el perro)
Ella sabe todo sobre ti...como....Color favorito,comida favorita,e-mail,tipo de música que te gusta,que haces en tu tiempo libre,tus mejores amigos,deporte favorito..etc...
Sabe tu numero de teléfono y dirección.
Ella va intentar estar contigo el tiempo mas posible.


Para las muchachas:
El siempre te molesta cuando te enojas con el trata de hacer lo imposible para que lo perdones. *siempre trata de llamar tu atencion y siempre niega que gusta de vos..
Despues que tu le firmas el agenda a el , el escribe en el tuyo "como fue que nosotros nunca salimos??".
Cada vez que habla con vos se pone nervioso y se agarra las manos y hasta se llega aponer rojo!. *Si el se entera que tu tienes que ir a algun lado sola, insiste en acompañarte "por las dudas". *hay veces que trata de hacerte pasar celos y diciendo cosas como: "guaau, que minon, que piernas!!" y mirandote de reojo a ver que dices.
Si tu le cortas el telefono. El te llama otra vez.
El te llama por telefono y no hablan de nada importante.
Su voz se suaviza cuando habla contigo.
Imita tu risa, a veses tu te enojas, pero a veses te hace reir aun mas fuerte.
Te hace recordar de cosas estupidas que tu has hecho o dicho en algun momento.
A veses te mira directamente a los ojos

The vampire's rose

Gracie was 13. 13 when it all happened, the castle, the vampire, the roses. Even as she lay in black silk lined coffin she remembered, even when she died and floated away she remembered. It was April 26th 1888, around 11:30 p.m. The night seemed to swallow the world, but Gracie wasn't afraid. She loved the dark, she felt as though it whispered secrets into her ears and wrapped her in a warm cloak of safety. Tonight was the night that the vampire chose to come out. He had no name, or at least not one that Gracie remembered. All she remembered were those icy blue eyes that glittered in the night like two jewels she wanted to hold tightly in her hand. He walked up to her, cloak billowing in an unfelt wind and took her hand. The hand that was to warm his cold heart soon. They walked silently into the night, Gracie wondering where they were going, the vampire planning.It was only when the girl was seated across from the vampire dressed in a simple black dress that he found himself thinking of her. A beautiful black rose he called her. Her raven black hair became blue than back to black as the firelight danced over it with tiny incoherent steps.Night came to a close and the vampire sat in the garden, surrounded by his black death roses.It was than that he felt a a tiny tug on his sleeve. He looked down into the purple eyes of the child he had taken home that night. Wordlessly she climbed onto his lap and tucked her head under his chin. Involuntarily, his arms came around her and held her close. Blood tears fell from his eyes, and the girl looked up at him, her own eyes filled with pain. His pain. Now he knew more than ever he had to kill her. A human, let alone a child could not bear the burden of a vampire's pain. Leaning in slowly, he kissed her gently on the lips and sank his teeth into her neck. She did not struggle, just lay still in his arms, her own salty tears making tracks down her pale cheeks. As she died, images flowed into her brain. One stuck out and she clung to it like the vampire clung to the darkness. This was love. The pain, the tears, and the sacrifices. This was love. And so ends the story of the vampire's rose.