I open my eyes But maybe its better they stay closed For what misery today will bring I just don't know Every day is like the one before I find I'm more hurt and lost Than ever before I can't remember a time Where I was happy and smiling It feels like forever That inside I've been dying It's strange But I've got use to it Being this way It's part of my life now Depressed everyday I thrive on the sadness That tears at my heart I find some sort of comfort in it This pain that rips me apart I was once smiling Once warmAnd so care free Now I look at myself And say "What has happened to me? "What made me this way? So cold and lost Were the memories so bad That I forced them to be forgot How I can brake free? And leave this behind I'm tired of being this way all the time I just want to be held close But I know I'll push everyone away I'm too scared to let anyone in Because I know no one will stay How do you fix a soul Which has pieces long gone How do you fix a life? That has gone so badly wrong How do you save a girl? Who can't save herself? How can you hear her When she silently cries for help? How do you save me? When I've fallen so far How can you heal these wounds Which have turned to scars? This is who I am Every day and every night Sad isn't it? Well, welcome to my life....they shall not bite... |
