El amor

¿Y el amor?Puede llevarte al cielo, pero también puede sumergirte en la más densa oscuridad;puede provocar el más dulce sueño y la más horrible pesadilla;puede calentarte con un beso y congelarte con un "Adiós!"Es lo más hermoso y lo más horrible.Amor...¿quién te conoce?Eres el desierto más arido y la selva más viva.Amor... amor.¿Por qué duele tanto amar?¿Por qué me importa tanto lo que ella hace?¿Por qué me afecta tanto lo que ella dice?Estoy enamorado pero más parece que estuvuiera enfermo.Lagrimas, materialización del amor!Sueños, ¿por qué huyen?Tranquilidad, ¿por qué no te apoderas de mí?Felicidad, ¿Por qué no vienes?Amor, eres espiritu y no carne y huesos, eres invisible a los ojos; hay gente que no entiende eso...Lágrimas, mudo lenguaje de amor.Una lágrima vale más que mil palabras.Lágrimas, materializacion del amor.Amor eres todo y nada...Amor...¿quién te conoce?

Don´t leave me...

Please don´t leave me......I fell....as if I were dying..please hug me.....but please, I beg you don´t leave me...

confusion...

I feel something for you.... but there's something in me.... I don't know what to do.. there's something that says NO to you... I have my friends.. I have you.. but there's something.. something that is so confusing... So I give you this note... with my heart all bloody.. & has a message for you & says... I'M SO SORRY....

Love Song For A Vampire

Come into these arms again
And lay your body down
The rhythm of this trembling heart
Is beating like a drum
It beats for you
It bleeds for you
It knows not how sounds
For it is the drum of drums
It is the song of songs

Once I had the rarest rose
That ever came to bloom
Cruel world chilled the bud
And stole my flower too soon
Oh ominence, oh hopelessness
To search the ends of time
For there is in all the world
No greater love than mine

Still falls the rain
Still falls the rain
Be mine forever

Let me be the only one
To keep you from the cold
Now the floor of Heaven's weighed
With stars of brightest gold
They shine for you
They shine for you
They burn for all to see
Come into these arms again
And set this spirit free



*_Annie Lennox_From: Bram Stoker's Dracula - the Motion Picture soundtrack*

No Mistery

You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You look at my smile;
You search for something that isn't there.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You listen to my voice, and call me an angel.
This angel is flesh and blood,Not a doll to be put on show.
You see - I'm not a mystery.
I am me.

I am flesh and blood.
Touch me; I wont break.
There's no mystery here.
Caress me; feel the warmth.
I'm not a mystery; I am Woman.

Here I am - desires abound;
Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress
Like a flower; make me bloom.
Don't stop; not even to rest!
No mystery here; Just a Woman.
I feel the weight of your body against mine;
Your heaving breath upon my skin.
The most gentle touch on my thigh,
The soft nibbling on my breasts -
Moving slowly in a downward motion.
Now you see,
I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman.
I am all Woman.

Miss Murder

This is what I brought you, this you can keep
This is what I brought you may forget me
I promise to depart, just promise one thing
Kiss my eyes, and lay me to sleep

This is what I brought you, this you can keep
This is what I brought you may forget me
I promise you my heart, just promise to sing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

This is what I thought of, thought you’d need me
This is what I thought, so think me naive
I promise you a heart, you promise to be
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to… sleep.

Hey Miss Murder, can I
Hey Miss Murder, can I
Make beauty stay if I
take my life?

With just a look they shook
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.
The stars that pierce the sky;
He left them all behind.
We’re left to wonder why
He left us all behind.

Dreams of his crash won’t pass
Or how they all adored him.
Beauty will last when spiraled down.
The stars that mystify
He left them all behind.
And how his children cry
He left us all behind.

What's the hook, the twist
within this furthest mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it.
At the cost of love your ray of light
Will fizzle out without hope.
When the empty sand just flowing through our empty skin,
Ever searching for what we were promised.
Reaching for the golden ring we'd never let go,
Who would ever let us put our filthy hands upon it?


*If you wish to see the video* Miss Murder Directors Cut
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePkKkMRuFRI&search=miss%20murder

Death Not Being The Way

I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in drops of blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed: "To those who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free. "Didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way." Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see these drops of blood and me, This isn't the way my life was meant to be.

Life is a Prison

Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying its ride? You can't.

LA PURA VERDAD ...algo que me hizo reflexionar

Para los chicos:
Si las chicas quieren tener algo con ustedes.....
Te mira y sonrie.
te llama para pedirte la tarea......PERO DEMACIADAS VECES!!!!!!.
Se arregra el cabello mientras habla contigo.
Te toca el brazo cuando habla contigo.
Ella dice: "¡NO!, no te voy a decir quien me gusta" con una enorme sonrisa en la cara".
*Te pregunta muy interesada quien te gusta o con quien te gustaria salir.
*Cuando tu vas con un monton de amigos y amigas a el cine, y ella esta el mayor del tiempo contigo.
Critica a la chica que te gusta.
Sabe el nombre de TODA tu familia (incluyendo el perro)
Ella sabe todo sobre ti...como....Color favorito,comida favorita,e-mail,tipo de música que te gusta,que haces en tu tiempo libre,tus mejores amigos,deporte favorito..etc...
Sabe tu numero de teléfono y dirección.
Ella va intentar estar contigo el tiempo mas posible.


Para las muchachas:
El siempre te molesta cuando te enojas con el trata de hacer lo imposible para que lo perdones. *siempre trata de llamar tu atencion y siempre niega que gusta de vos..
Despues que tu le firmas el agenda a el , el escribe en el tuyo "como fue que nosotros nunca salimos??".
Cada vez que habla con vos se pone nervioso y se agarra las manos y hasta se llega aponer rojo!. *Si el se entera que tu tienes que ir a algun lado sola, insiste en acompañarte "por las dudas". *hay veces que trata de hacerte pasar celos y diciendo cosas como: "guaau, que minon, que piernas!!" y mirandote de reojo a ver que dices.
Si tu le cortas el telefono. El te llama otra vez.
El te llama por telefono y no hablan de nada importante.
Su voz se suaviza cuando habla contigo.
Imita tu risa, a veses tu te enojas, pero a veses te hace reir aun mas fuerte.
Te hace recordar de cosas estupidas que tu has hecho o dicho en algun momento.
A veses te mira directamente a los ojos

The vampire's rose

Gracie was 13. 13 when it all happened, the castle, the vampire, the roses. Even as she lay in black silk lined coffin she remembered, even when she died and floated away she remembered. It was April 26th 1888, around 11:30 p.m. The night seemed to swallow the world, but Gracie wasn't afraid. She loved the dark, she felt as though it whispered secrets into her ears and wrapped her in a warm cloak of safety. Tonight was the night that the vampire chose to come out. He had no name, or at least not one that Gracie remembered. All she remembered were those icy blue eyes that glittered in the night like two jewels she wanted to hold tightly in her hand. He walked up to her, cloak billowing in an unfelt wind and took her hand. The hand that was to warm his cold heart soon. They walked silently into the night, Gracie wondering where they were going, the vampire planning.It was only when the girl was seated across from the vampire dressed in a simple black dress that he found himself thinking of her. A beautiful black rose he called her. Her raven black hair became blue than back to black as the firelight danced over it with tiny incoherent steps.Night came to a close and the vampire sat in the garden, surrounded by his black death roses.It was than that he felt a a tiny tug on his sleeve. He looked down into the purple eyes of the child he had taken home that night. Wordlessly she climbed onto his lap and tucked her head under his chin. Involuntarily, his arms came around her and held her close. Blood tears fell from his eyes, and the girl looked up at him, her own eyes filled with pain. His pain. Now he knew more than ever he had to kill her. A human, let alone a child could not bear the burden of a vampire's pain. Leaning in slowly, he kissed her gently on the lips and sank his teeth into her neck. She did not struggle, just lay still in his arms, her own salty tears making tracks down her pale cheeks. As she died, images flowed into her brain. One stuck out and she clung to it like the vampire clung to the darkness. This was love. The pain, the tears, and the sacrifices. This was love. And so ends the story of the vampire's rose.

Notice

Out in the rain
I see your shadow,
I run in pain
& pass with sorrow.

As I stay away
I see you gaze,
you turn your face
& notice this day.

-You notice me
in the rain,
your lady's wet
with face in pain.

you only see
only me
freezeing to death
with cold indeed.-

You come close,
I step back,
you see
and hold on my hand.

Hold me and notice
that you always had
my hand, desire
and loveness only in this land.

written by:

My Dearest