Prisoner...

I am your prisoner.......I shall be yours....love me for eternity.....I shall love you forever and you shall always be my guard.....

Remembering friends....

*_Me recordò a mis amigos..simplemente lo tenìa que compartir......_*

Everything we never said....

Maybe if you wheren't such a gentleman... you might have told me you loved me.

Maybe if i wheren't so stupid... I might have belived you.



Maybe...

Thank you...

I dreamt of you....you were far....too far to reach...

I looked away and when I looked back again you were so close..

you offered me a flower....you offered me a smile....

I offered you a kiss..I offered you my blush...

Your closer..

It's raining....and your here.....so close...so near...

Now I'm closer to you....but I don't know what to do....should I go on and kiss you?.....or should I wait......

your so close.....and I want to kiss you with all my soul.....

All is full of love

I wish I could kiss you, but I only get to kiss the mirror......all is full of love....all is full of my love to you...all is full of the wish to kiss you...all is full of your love.

Un día más & uno menos...

Un día más un día menos de vida..no es para tanto....todo pasará como un susurro....al igual que todos los días....el silencio solo cambiará gracias a la hermosa melodia del violín rojo....esa melodía que me hace soñar....esa melodía que me hace recordarte....

Expecting

Im expecting you.......hope you come to me soon......come so I can kiss you well

Fragile things...

Once you are alone you start looking at things in a better & diferent way.....you see all those fragile things with more beauty & care.....you see those things as never before in your life....this is when you notice that you now love....

Forever & for eternity

We both shall be friends forever & for eternity.........never forget I love you...never forget that even we are far far away, you shall always be my little sister....

Waiting for you...

-How much I wish you were with me know...telling me what you really feel about me....& holding me tight until we both sleep-

Un descanso...para hacerlos sonreir

Encantos...

Como me encantaria besarte.....darme el gusto de probar tus carnosos labios....de que realmente me ames.....pero al despertar me doy cuenta que solo es un sueño & me encuentro muy lejos de cumplirlo....

Death..

Within these walls of blood and bone
the core of me is lifeless stone
forgetting faith, forever weak
never trust, never speak

under my mask, horror abides
once revealed, it will not hide
my true being, deranged and sick
which side of me would you pick?

my shell is breath taking, not a single flaw
my voice is enchanting, my beckoning call
my body is tight, your perfect dream
but who I truly am, would make you scream

beneath this layer of simple skin
lies a demon bedded within
cold and dark, it never sleeps
evil, mad, meager, weak

within this beautiful perfect girl
lies the death of your perfect world
I'm something never to touch
but you can't deny, you want it too much

kiss my lips, hold me close
this is what you want the most
watch me smile, a gleam in eye
hold your breath, slowly die

sink my teeth, dig in deep
lavish the blood, blood you seep
drink you dry, killing myself
the way you taste, the way you smelt

drinking you now, kills me inside
drinking you now, brings me alive
close your eyes, take a final breath
for you've received, my kiss of death

Happy Halloween!

Feliz Noche de Brujas!!....

Este uno de mis dias favoritos.....(claro aparte de aquellos dias que neva...o cuando hace frio sabroso....o cuando llueve de manera abundante & no tan turbulenta....llueve de manera que te dan ganas de correr & besar a alguien que amas)...espero que se la pasen bien....& aprovechen las peliculas de terror que rara vez salen en television..jeje...cuidense... Diviertanse!!

ah!!

Ah!! que estresante...semana de examenes & vaya que me he puesto a estudiar...eh de aclarar que casi no me gusta hacerlo por razones un tanto obvias..pero necesito calificaciones altas..jajaja.....bueno ..disculpa por no escribir...solo en este instante de extremo estress me he liberado un poco para contarles lo sucedido.....jejeje

Me siento aún más demente......solo espero que esto de resultado..jejeje..buena luna...

Getting there..

"There's a long way to your heart.....I hope I'm getting closer....."

Algo entre archivos..

"Buscando un sentido a tal intimidación, huyendo de tus terrores
Sin sentirme, sin acariciarme, sin amarme.
Calma que es apetecida por mi cuerpo y sentir."

Strage things inside...

I don't know why I feel this thing inside......I feel as if you were my other me.....I just want you near...I want to hug you & maybe, just maybe kiss your tender lips........Still not knowing what this is I ask......... is this love??

Cortadita..

No sé si cortarme las venas o dejármelas largas.Aún asi ya tengo la muñeca desgastada de las veces anteriores....pueden esperar más mientras decido lo que se hará esta noche con ellas...

Jajaja

Último momento: Gemelo suicida mata hermano por error.

Love of the dead

A graceful swift of motion

Unseen by the eyes of mortals

Pale as the moonlight

He sat unmoving at his usual spot

The love of my life

Eyes a brilliant blue so deep

Where desire was masked so well

But I could feel his ache

Frozen at the expense of my presence

The love of my life

I know his hunger for deeper pleasure

And only I could satisfy

The dead who rules the night

The love of my life

Gazing deeply at me pleading

How can I resist his pull?

A simple trick to my mind

And he could drive me to the edge

Where I'd beg for more

But he's the love of my life

Four hundred years of politeness

Only for his lady, he shows respect

But his patience is limited

And he's the love of my life

I know all too well

The tunnel behind those blues

There's a longing hidden so well

Now, the time has come for the unsaid

"My lady, the time has now arrived.

Shall we proceed to what I'm here for?"

His eyes so lifeless staring coldly

And he's the love of my life

"Blood to blood, flesh to flesh.

For love, we shall bind for eternity."

Kneeling quietly at his side

Lips to lips and he drank

Tonight is the only night

Where we will take our vows

Guard it to our graves

And forever, we shall be bound

"Blood to blood, flesh to flesh."

The oak tree

Sitting in the forest...only thinking of something...thinking of things ...

thinking of the world..

thinkig it good

To my friends...

Dedicado a todos aquellos que se hacen llamar mis amigos & realmente lo merecen.... besos a todos....en especial a Altic, Darkbass (incluyo a la bolita...ya saben quienes son)...a los de la escuela (igual saben quienes son & no reclamen!!)...& a los que se encuentran lejos.....Recuerden que estan siempre en mi corazón....son lo mejor!!

Love is in...

The love...

"My lady, the time has now arrived. Shall we proceed to what I'm here for?" His eyes so lifeless staring coldly And he's the love of my life

A question never asked..

So far away...... thinking & passing a dumb question through theyre minds... does she/he really love me??....or am I dreaming??

May I have a Hug or a kiss??

Manzanas...

Cosas extrañas pasan por mi cabeza.... al contemplar al cielo me doy cuenta de que hay un ser un tanto fastidioso & conquistante en mi cabeza..... planeo eliminarlo & devorarlo como a las manzanas....

Hug

Come close....I need you..... hold my hand & may you please hug me?.... I feel so lone.....so not loved....so ugly....so myself

Angel de los cielos oscuros.... desiende lentamente & observa a aquel que desde las alturas la ha atrapado........... observa desde la esquina.... observa a esa criatura extraña que ha decidido proteger...

I'll stay with you..... I shall be with you forever...never forget those words my beloved..

Odio

Odio como ries, odio como caminas, odio tu estúpida mirada, odio tu olor, odio tu forma de hablar, odio cuando comes, odio cuando cantas, odio tu forma de dormir, odio tus dientes, odio tu cara, pero lo que más odio ..... es que no puedo odiarte ni siquiera un poco.... ....& por eso he decidido una cosa... matarte o matarme.. tu decides...... .....más simple... he llegado a la conclusión de matarte..... perdóname mi amada... asi que comienza a correr ya que al terminar de contar hasta 60 te buscaré & mataré... Si fayo tienes oportunidad de hacerme lo mismo... suerte.. 1....5.................20..............45................57..........&.....60...

Discarded Love

Bleak midwinter
And snow lies all around
My heart is cold and empty
And I long to walk on the hot sand
With the sun burning my body
And my love close at hand
Will you ever return?
Or will I always live in bleak midwinter
Send me word of where you are
Have you found a new love?
Have you moved on to someone new?
I am still in a frozen state
Stuck rigid where you left me
Unable to move on
One kiss would thaw my bones
One moment of bliss would unfreeze my toes
I would follow you to the ends of the earth
But my feet are frozen to the ground
And all around there is no sound
In this frozen wilderness
I will live forever
Suspended in time
A monument to discarded love

Erklären Sie mir.....

Tell me I'm beautiful......Tell me I'm sweet...... Tell me you love me........ Tell me all with a kiss

Palabras de un virus.....

Para mi sos mi utopia o como quien dice un paraiso inexsistente del cual deseo ser parte...formar un cielo en tus labios..crear una ilusion que no me deje despertar, junto a ti estar y mil caricias querer dar...todo resumido en un silencio total, que aunque las diferencias esten de por medio no me estorben, solo descansar como en mi paraiso......en mi utopia

A una princesa...

Meine prinzessin, dass sie nie diesen traum mit ihnen vergessen.... (MI PRINCESA QUE NUNCA SE TE OLVIDE QUE SUEÑO CONTIGO....)

Moonspell - Luna

bueno..realmente me encantó esta canción..... solo la comparto....danke...

A Ella...

.. le gusta mojar sus pies & sus manos al caer la lluvia, mas no le gusta mojarse por completo sin una sudadera...le gusta llorar cuando no hay luz.... le gusta ver peliculas que ya casi desaparecen para la memoria humana, pero no le gusta que le acompañen...le gusta tener curiosidad.... le gusta humectar sus labios con las gotas de agua que han quedado en la yema de sus dedos.. le gusta observar a los demás mientras camina por la calle.... detesta que a alguien le atraiga otra persona & este no lo de a conocer a dicha persona, pero ella odia tener que hablarle ( le causa alguen tipo de terror)....detesta que la utilizen a convenencia....admira a los escritores...admira los misterios,, realmente le causan curiosidad.... le encanta tener el cabello rebelde & en el rostro....le encanta imaginar que trae puesto un vestido, aunque casi no puede ponerse....le encanta creer que alguien piensa en ella aunque eso no sea cierto.... le encanta caminar por horas durante la noche, pero detesta que la gente la vea como si fuera un insecto...le fascina tener su bolso siempre al lado .....& le encantaria que alguien se le acercara & lentamente darle un beso en la mejilla sin razón alguna.........................

Gothic Story

disfrutenlo....

Creature Of Light

I am the breath on your skin
I am the velvet around your body
I am the kiss on your neck
I am the shine on your eyelashes

I am the fullness of your hair
I am the corner of your eyes
I am the print of your fingers
I am the blood in your veins

And day in - day out I flow through your heart
No matter how fast you run
And how far you get
You carry me with you!

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I am a part of you!
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I am a part of you!

I am the unlived dream
I am the longing that is chasing you
I am the pain between your legs
I am the scream in your head
I am the silence - the fear of your soul
I am the lie - the loss of your dignity
I am the faint - the anger of your heart
I am the void - that you one day will become
No matter how fast you run
And how far you get
You carry me with you!

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I am a part of you!
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I am a part of you!

Creature of light, in your shadows I am turning

Meant for others

Joy, it's just meant for others,
there's no joy in life, only sadness,
world full of depression and pain...
Love, it's just meant for others,
there's no love in life, only sorrow,
world full of darkness and tears...
Hope, it's just meant for others,
there's no hope in life, only pain,
world full of sorrow and despair...
Smile, it's just meant for others,
there's no smile for me, only anger,
world full of sadness and hatred...
World, it's just meant for others,
there's no world for me, only isolation,
place full of fear and frustration...
Reason, it's just meant for others,
there's no reason for me, only oblivion,
death that brings redemption and relief...
Life, it's just meant for others,
there's no life for me, only death,
just to die, fade away, like I would never been...

Love me

Love me,
my razor blade.
Peel my skin,
make me scream.
Sink so deep,
make me weep.
Cut my flesh,
make me bleed.
Take my life,
set me free.

suicide club edit

...no o termine de ver...espero que sea bueno....... muy interesante & extraño..

The Devil Loves You

Do you understand what I'm trying to say? Have you ever felt? Ever felt this way? Tainted with rage you can't drain away or it will cost you your life. I couldn't care more. Do you ever absorb what shouldn't be touched? Have you ever cared? Ever cared this much? Do you think it is I who is out of touch, or are you too scared to think at all? I couldn't care more. As your friends fall does it tear your heart? Do tears fill your eyes as your world falls apart?Do you notice at all,or are you sailing sublime? Am I completely alone?

"Death Of Season"

Of late, it's harder just to go outside To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay All of this hatred is fucking real, turn it on... yeah I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry It won't be all right despite what they say Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is fucking real And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate

I'm so stupid....

Lo que diré a continuación es un sentimiento que prefiero desahogar aqui & escrito...ya que sé que casi nadie entra a este blog de conocidos..... I'm happy, I feel I have friends I see a good friend but it looks like I´m a stranger... I feel stupid.... that friend doesn´t even notice I cry doesnt notice his friend I thought I had a friend.. but I guess I don't. I thought he noticed.. but now I don't.. I wish to die but I think a while... Is that the only way that he will notice? he or she... it doesn't matter.... I supposed I had a friend... & the person I never talked to came . That person looked worried.. that person did notice... then ONE "friend " noticed.. but that was all... I'm so stupid.. I thought they were my friends... I should have listened.. but I just ignored.. now I have it.. something hit me... now I know I have no friends at all.....

FUCK....me

Carajo!!!
por que??!!...por que existen los examenes?..no es suficiente con que hagamos el esfuerzo de escucharlos & anotar como esclavos todo lo que dicen & anotan en el pintarrón??...luego distraernos un poco con garabatos tontos??.....

Mañana Examen!! & peor aun...de FISICA!!!..... esa materia complicada & tonta...... parcial en lugar de semestral....Sí claro!!!.....lo que no saben o no se quieren dar cuenta es de que trata de todo lo que vimos en el semestre!!...en conclusion es como un semestral pequeño!!!

Mi cabeza estallará!!...... que complicado.......Bueno al parecer no cambiaran.... solo espero que mi cabeza no olvide lo estudiado......

El amor

¿Y el amor?Puede llevarte al cielo, pero también puede sumergirte en la más densa oscuridad;puede provocar el más dulce sueño y la más horrible pesadilla;puede calentarte con un beso y congelarte con un "Adiós!"Es lo más hermoso y lo más horrible.Amor...¿quién te conoce?Eres el desierto más arido y la selva más viva.Amor... amor.¿Por qué duele tanto amar?¿Por qué me importa tanto lo que ella hace?¿Por qué me afecta tanto lo que ella dice?Estoy enamorado pero más parece que estuvuiera enfermo.Lagrimas, materialización del amor!Sueños, ¿por qué huyen?Tranquilidad, ¿por qué no te apoderas de mí?Felicidad, ¿Por qué no vienes?Amor, eres espiritu y no carne y huesos, eres invisible a los ojos; hay gente que no entiende eso...Lágrimas, mudo lenguaje de amor.Una lágrima vale más que mil palabras.Lágrimas, materializacion del amor.Amor eres todo y nada...Amor...¿quién te conoce?

Don´t leave me...

Please don´t leave me......I fell....as if I were dying..please hug me.....but please, I beg you don´t leave me...

confusion...

I feel something for you.... but there's something in me.... I don't know what to do.. there's something that says NO to you... I have my friends.. I have you.. but there's something.. something that is so confusing... So I give you this note... with my heart all bloody.. & has a message for you & says... I'M SO SORRY....

Love Song For A Vampire

Come into these arms again
And lay your body down
The rhythm of this trembling heart
Is beating like a drum
It beats for you
It bleeds for you
It knows not how sounds
For it is the drum of drums
It is the song of songs

Once I had the rarest rose
That ever came to bloom
Cruel world chilled the bud
And stole my flower too soon
Oh ominence, oh hopelessness
To search the ends of time
For there is in all the world
No greater love than mine

Still falls the rain
Still falls the rain
Be mine forever

Let me be the only one
To keep you from the cold
Now the floor of Heaven's weighed
With stars of brightest gold
They shine for you
They shine for you
They burn for all to see
Come into these arms again
And set this spirit free



*_Annie Lennox_From: Bram Stoker's Dracula - the Motion Picture soundtrack*