New discoveries.

Well I just found out I am apparently considered a plus size model... and that's interesting considering I'm a size 5 - 7.

It's just sad that that's plus size.. cause I may be considered 'normal' or even thinner than normal.. and actual plus size women feel bad to see that my size or a size more are what to be expected for them (I know, my mom is one of those women that is more than a size 9)

AND I just found out that maybe the whole modelling thing will change soon. which is nice in my opinion.

noooow something different.. I also found out that tattooed women are also models...and pretty damn sexy :P (well I actually didn't find out I just wanted to remark it).

GODDAMMIT!! I wanna be a tattooed bikini model now! >_< if only...

DA tag :P

Hi, well it's been a while... I've been working hard on my thesis and I finally think I finished ^_^

so.. anyway, I got tagged by a friend on DA. and I have to answer these questions:

1) What's your favorite pony? ----> pony?? um I don't remember the my little ponies' name, it's been a while since I actually saw or played with one (15 years I bet)
2) Everyday you're.... hungry!
3) Vampire or werewolf? depends on the sexiness?? hehe ok ok.. vampire, since they live long and are not hairy, and NO the twilight ones aren't vampires, they're fairies!
4) Ninja or Pirate? darn.. um a ninja pirate!
5) Zombie or Alien? Zombie
6) Wasn't that an efficient way to waste 3 questions? Yes, yes it was xD
7) Favorite subject in school. hmm I have no school anymore, until further notice, but in all my career, I would say herpetology or entomology
8) Favorite media of art hmm.. photography
9) What do you think of Skyrim? I don't know what that is...
10) Do you play League of Legends? yes, I play LoL... :P


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Ready for action

I'm getting ready to pump it up! literally I'm gonna go crazy... but I shall finish that thesis!! and I'll have a huge hammer to knock everyone out of my way!

Weird engagement thoughts.

Sometimes I think to myself..

"I think it would be much better if I were married...."
then, I stare at my fingers, I look at my rings, I look all around..
and I get up and go get some chocolate or anything that has chocolate in or on it.

I start eating it, I look at my dessert...then I say:
"But I don't even have a boyfriend!" and start laughing all the way back to the table where I was sitting before.

I look again my dessert and then look at the laptop monitor right in front of me.
Then out of nowhere I see a post of Portal engagement rings...I obviously think they are awesome!

I sit there again, look at my fingers and still eating the chocolate delicatessen.
I see my face in a reflection, smile and say:

"meh! I still have many to do, no time for boyfriend and friends at the same time anyway. And who would want to keep up with a girl that travels so much! likes anime, rock n roll music, frogs, and to dress up. Besides, I would need a traveler too, and that's already hard! oh well..."

I look at my last bits of dessert and smile again, just to say:

" MY GOD! I need more delicious chocolate before I keep on with my work! "

I laugh all the way mumbling a song I just invented for the love I have for chocolate. And I forget all about what I said before.

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http://excez.deviantart.com/

Smile ^_^

Everyday seems like I have lots to do...yet I stress tons for so little, so it's not much.
I decided to work hard and have days to collect to memories with my friends.
So much thing seems to await this 9th and last semester.

I look forward with a smile, even if sick, with people yelling at me (like the other day that someone yelled a rude NO when I asked if they needed help, still helped anyway hahaha).

Finding new friends, keeping close my old friends and enjoying every second of my life.

I miss that other city because of who lives there...those people that made me feel at home.

I will see them someday, sooner or later. But now, I must smile and enjoy what I have her

so.... who wants to go out and play?

Thinking about...

Though I have lots of work I have been hanging out with my BFF and another really good friend of mine.

Been thinking lots about my future and also I hope it comes out as I see it ^_^

I also hope I get a kitty or a puppy in the future and a good job that helps my career.

wish me luck!

Such sweet sorrow...

Something I read by

Fantasydreams46.

And I just wanted to share it, besides I actually feel the same way when I part.

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CONVERSATION:

Tell me about something that made you sad.

Uh. Okay. Let me think. [Pause] I was sad when I sent you to the airport in San Antonio. That made me sad… You leaving again made me sad.

Yeah. That made me sad, too. Parting is always sad, but you know what's worse? It always gets better. The first couple times, you're like—she's leaving, I'm so sad I'm going to cry. And then, after a long time, you get used to it. That is sad.

Yeah. I understand.

Mm. Let's sleep now.

Okay.

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She fell into a slumber quickly. I soon heard her gentle and rhythmic breathing next to me. But I stayed awake to ponder her words. Did parting really get easier as time went by?

I don't think so. If else, I feel that it gets harder. More painful each time to see her turn her back on me and walk away. It's just that I've gotten stronger, and I've learned to smile when I wave goodbye. And cry later.

Parting is such sweet sorrow? Shakespeare, you dumbass. Parting is sorrow, and sorrow only.



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Thanks for reading.

New things

New things are coming to my world...and I think the world is actually smiling at me while hiding behind a tree! ^_^

Thoughts.

2011 seems to be the year where I can be myself more, where the changes are showing, where adventure starts and maybe where my future will be known.

So many things in my head: Love, Stress, Work, Happiness, Curiosity and Friendship.

My journey started at the begging of this year, where will it end?

The Dance..

After a long day and tired thoughts

I was wishing I could sleep and trance.

But out of the blue, as no one knows,

a friend asked me go to dance.

She struggled much, she struggled deep

until my will accepted thee,

so I went to her place and got ready

for a different night I was not ready.

We got to the dance, I was surprised

to see many people dancing aside.

And for my fortune I could say

I even started to like my day.

I met a boy, with gorgeous eyes

and he teached me how to move my feet.

The music played and I with ease

could dance fairly good indeed.

I danced as if I danced for hours

even felt I flew into the air..

well of course I smelled like flowers

and the scent spread from my hair..

Danced with many, danced for long

I even felt to sing a song.

I could not take away from my mind

that single boy that made me fly..

I met him there, we got along

he even stayed after all those songs.

We went back together

we sat together.

Since that day I have had a crush

for that boy who made me blush.