Friday, February 17, 2012

Thoughts of Cosplay


Well, recently I have had the necessity to make cosplays.. I am thinking that once I get myself very well organized, I must make a cosplay...a really good one this time.

I may not be the most beautiful women in my entire house, nor the best built one....but hey! I can at least look good with a wig.

problems with building/making a good cosplay.... MONEY. yes, that monetary wall that prevents somethings to occur.. but oh well, improvisation is my forte. My house has so many things to offer, and I have friends that I know that may help me locate things.

My first mission is to get my wigs.. I'm quite sure the blonde one is arriving sooner that expected, its in san francisco apparently or just got out of there yesterday. The white silver one is yet to know.

Second thing is to grab the wig, run to my room.. put on my nice looking pants, the button shirt, the vest and totally rock the look for the day. Yes, I AM EXCITED.

Third... wait for the silver wig.. and see what should I wear with it
*stares at the free clothes pile, decides to dive in later*

AAAAAND I think that's about it... FYI that picture is found in this article: http://techgnotic.deviantart.com/journal/Cosplay-From-Fandom-to-Identity-284042598?utm_source=elnino&utm_medium=messagecenter&utm_campaign=021612_NET_Cosplay&utm_term=button

I would love to dress up like that someday.. it would be so fun.



For today the only thing to do is give my attention to Creed.... I've been so off recently, he deserves to tolerate me just for fun and giggles. ^_^ :P


Sayo!




Thursday, February 16, 2012

Creativity and Finally Freedom


I am great need of making something.. yet I do not have the materials or I just don't know where they are in the huge house where I now live in. I don't feel too comfortable to start randomly asking people if someone has a male vest...or any supplies that could help me build a cosplay.

Anyway that aside, I actually feel free today.. sleeping alone with music last night helped me very much.

I recently had a huge terrifying mind confusion, and of course it had to do with boys. BUT! now everything is at ease... I have a dear friend for whom I hope things stay that way, I could even consider him my best friend at the moment. On the other hand I have a very sympathetic boy that's been trying to make me smile every second with bizarre stories and silliness.

I have committed stupid things these past days, yet I do not regret doing so. But now I have to put myself together, I have finally decided and I am keeping my dear freakishly silly man: he who inspires me to talk more about my world and who makes me curious of his traveling adventures that I hope I can be part of someday, or even go to those places by myself.

I have now nothing to hide... I kissed, I talked way too much for the moment and I twirled around like a spirit in a magical realm where an oracle would be taunting the gods..

I may not actually be the immortal being that has 1722 years old... but I am the girl that wants to keep things in peace, cause no harm.. and have no misunderstandings and confusions for quite a while longer..

Thank you to both men for your interest in someone as confused and scared as me. Even if not read by any of you, my intentions are true.

I write because I just can't try and say it again with the best words.. hope this can be understood if not just knock at 213 and I can be as rough as I can.

"the kiss in the morning....yes, that kiss before you departed... was the kiss that made my head clear."


I hope I actually can spread my wings and smile in my next dream...




~* Drawing by http://blackcatshooter.deviantart.com/

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

To her...


First of all..I would like to indicate that what is written is a translation of something I wrote so long ago.

She....

Likes to get her feet and hands wet as the rain slowly falls, yet she does not like to be completely wet without a sweatshirt

She prefers to cry when there's no light

Likes to watch old films that some people forget..

She likes being curious...

likes to wet her lips with the drops of water that remain at the tip of her fingers.

likes to watch people as she walks in the street...

Hates that someone is attracted to another person and such person never tells them their feelings, but she is afraid of love.

Hates being used by convenience.
Admires writers... even if she is horrible with her English grammar
Admires mysteries and horror

Likes to see her hair go crazy, and is curious to see how it looks long.

She loves imagining she is wearing a dress and that she has nice legs..even though she mostly can't wear dresses

loves vintage dresses, gothic dresses, elegant dresses.

likes to believe that someone thinks of her, even if it's not true.

loves to walk at night...something in her creates limitless imagination and makes her want to dance.

hates being looked at as she was an insect.

Loves to have her backpack beside her.

and she would love that someone would secretly get close to her and kiss her cheek for an unknown reason......



*Photo by http://onnellinen.deviantart.com/