I'm so stupid....

Lo que diré a continuación es un sentimiento que prefiero desahogar aqui & escrito...ya que sé que casi nadie entra a este blog de conocidos..... I'm happy, I feel I have friends I see a good friend but it looks like I´m a stranger... I feel stupid.... that friend doesn´t even notice I cry doesnt notice his friend I thought I had a friend.. but I guess I don't. I thought he noticed.. but now I don't.. I wish to die but I think a while... Is that the only way that he will notice? he or she... it doesn't matter.... I supposed I had a friend... & the person I never talked to came . That person looked worried.. that person did notice... then ONE "friend " noticed.. but that was all... I'm so stupid.. I thought they were my friends... I should have listened.. but I just ignored.. now I have it.. something hit me... now I know I have no friends at all.....