unos videos fav...

bueno..esta cancion me gusta mucho jejeje..encontre el video & pues este es..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6z5IQlkiiU&search=lacrimosa

una de atreyu:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WzY0b14mWhU&search=atreyu

etc.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnPmL0ErmYQ&search=lacuna%20coil

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s7uQD0eYGFQ&search=siouxsie

Tears

I cry tonight as I sit here

Slacking off, as usual.

I am remembering

All of those happy moments we shared…

And I will never have another one.

I sit here and cry.

The knife shines in the light,

And it is soaked in my tears.

I sit here and cry

Tears of blood.

Suicide Note #2

To whomsoever may my lover be
when you read this poetry
know every poem I ever wrote
whether it is my own
or a quote
please remember every one
is the story my undone
sad, happy, death obsessed
when writing, not possessed
every word I wrote was true
ever word applies to you
scream away, I do not care
for if am no longer there
I talked and wrote of suicide
these ones which I wrote I wrote and I cried
as soon as all of these poems are readthen I will be officially dead

Death

Darkness..everywhere..everyone left me..
and Im all alone here lying.. crying and trying..
in a road of nowhere, of nothing..
and suddenly.. the light I was waiting all the time.. the light of release.. death..

confesions of a demon

In the corner is the dark knight

You can barely see him but always stays just out of sight

"Thy soul isn't ready for me"

He said when you try to fully see

"Soon you will be under my torn wing"

"For lust & greed I will bring"

"I am doomed to change men"

"To bring forth all their sin"

"I will welcome you with open arms"

"Except these arms will only bring you harm"

"My promises I will never keep"

"I will lock you in this eternal sleep"

"I will be those dark voices"

"That always mock you in your choices"

<<..have a nice night...let the bed bugs eat you>>

lost hopes.....

"No frunzas el entrecejo, nunca sabes quien se está enamorando de tu sonrisa."

(me gustaría que fuese cierto).

No creo que alguien pueda amar a esta mujer...

Una mujer que tristemente vaga....

Una mujer que prefiere observarlo a él,

pero teme decirle lo que siente...

que prefiere estar en las sombras viendolo pasar

viendolo & diciendose a si misma..."me gustas, pero no sé si tu a mi...

tengo miedo decirte,& aqui te tengo enfrente...me he quedado muda"...

One Good Friend

One good friend,
is all that you need.
They have to be honest,trust
worthy, and easy to read.

One person who will
always be on your side.
With no distrust or deceit,
with nothing to hide.

You have to be able
to tell them a secret.
And believe that, for sure,
they will always keep it.

You have to be ablet
o tell them your past.
If they try to comfort you,
your friendship will last.

You have to be able
to tell them whats wrong.
If they're a good friend,
they'll help you along.

Too bad best friends
are not easy to find.
Life would be easier,
if best friends were assigned.

and as they are not,
I shall tell you all
I have my friends
and I love them all....

Theyre the ones
that make me smile.
theyre the ones
that make me feel.

Theyre always near me
I they keep me near.
They hug me
and I feel truely great.

*_dedicated to my real friends...no names, because you guys know who you are.....remember me..because if I die & you never know..... I'll go back to tou guys & kiss you all good night....Your only about 6 of my best friends....C.N.G.S.A.D.....hugs & kisses... & hope you all have a fucking nice vacation!!!_*

no name....just untitled

the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.the emotion for which you sacrifice yourselfflares once, then dies,swept away by a velvet ebon nothingness.all hope must surely perish.your heart beats no more.how could you cause such hurt?lost souls surround us, crying,sanctuary.

A Love not known

I think of you all the time
not knowing what you will say
after a while i get the guts
then I chicken out and be myself once again

I think of you from morning to night fall
I see you Monday true Friday
hoping to see you Saturday and Sunday
as I talk to you I want to tell you
but I never have the guts
all I can say

I show are you
I love you with all my heart but yet
I cant bear to tell you how I feel
if I do then you might say no
and that will make me cry inside
after a while ill black it out
still my love for you will
stay there forever

I know how I feel
and I know that i think of you
my poems are about you
since I see you I get the spark
without you I am nothing
but I really want to tell you
please read this .

I now it might be a
Small chance but for me that is alot my
mind filled with thoughts of you
everyday I cry everyday

I want to die a little
but you save me from myself
helping me out with one word or glance
I love you with all my heart just know that.....

The Death Lullaby

Oh my darling don't you cry, Its ok, you'll be all right. Forget demons, fight the pain, I swear every thing will be okay. Hear the fallen angels sing, Their hollowed voices, how they ring. Hum along, now, don't be shy, Because you, my love, will die tonight. Now don't be scared, now do not fright, Just take my hand and follow the light, I swear to you, you'll finally be free, Just take my hand, and you will see Do not cry, Im here for you, Im right here, love, just waiting for your cue. When you're ready, I'll set you free, When the darkness fades, and again you'll see.

adivina adivinador....

quien será??..... no sé....& tu???

what she's thinking

Kiss of inmortality

Swoop in through the windowas I rush from the curtains you grab me in your foul lust thrown on the worn bed I lay there helplessly as you come ever closer Your form changes again now from wings to arms your eyes pierce mine your presence, dark and cold. Yet your face is mysteriously charming beneath the evil appearance Our eyes lock, mine in horror yours in a deathly fantasy Then you give me a slow smileto show your incisor sharp teeth resistance is no longer a choice my eyes linger on you sensually You malice gleams with beauty A solace waiting to be destroyed All now I can desire is you As you take my soul with your smile I do not protestas you trespass over the boundaries I'm lost in a tranceby your deadly stare. Silently, you unsheathe your cloak slipping off your silk shirt softly you crawl on top I can only watch, paralyzed whether in fear or lustas your charm takes hold I fall into ecstasy with you. and you give your sins to me. soothingly you begin to caress my neck under the tangling sheets we stay as my purity is stolen away Innocence means nothing more to me You twirl my hair in your long fingernails and I shutter at such a feeling as your claws stroke my veins I would have run and hid for my life if you were not so amazingly beautiful And I would have shivered in fear if your arms were not around me so tight calmly you look into my questioning eyes I can only hope you will end my agony fast I know I've fallen hard in death's arms but its better than dying in a lonely way my life, your elixir, it all the same I'll feed off your love as you feed of my blood pierce my skin with your smile and fangs as my face becomes paler every second I will remember you with no regrets to my death but I had no clue you had another surprise in store.... You say you can make me be with you forever If I am strong and willing enough to live and give in and we can fly through the night for eternity The opportunity is too exciting to pass up so I agree to your bribes to be yours eternally and the only way you can do it is to give me the sweet, agonizing, luscious kiss of immorality. with razor sharp claws you willingly scrape yourself so the blood will flow and even as I am fading away from you painful bite you lean closer to me I struggle to breath drip by drip the blood is draining from me you wait till the last moment before my heart gives out then a final kiss you give your lips gushing with blood touch mine that have become so cold. the instant your tongue caresses mine the life flows back into mestronger...love lier than before I am consumed by your gaze you don't pull away too fast but linger for a moment we lay there together for a while curled up in the blood-stained sheets the two wound punctures on my neck heal instantly by the vampires power Hand in hand, we step up to the window you first flew through to capture me once was you victim, I am now a lover together we fall from the 11 stories high singing sweet songs of love and lust and right before we crash to the ground We spread our wings and off into the night we fly the full moon ever above us always watching as we fly together for eternity because you gave me the kiss of immortality.